Freedom comes in admitting - I don't know crap.
I had the opportunity to meet with a very wise and holy soul the other day, to help me release a mental block I have. I discovered that I am a control freak! It's funny because I really never thought of myself that way before because I don't try to control other people - but I DO try to control myself in an unhealthy way. I told her that I absolutely believe that our thoughts create our reality, and she agreed but took me deeper than that. Our beliefs create our thoughts, and as you believe so shall you receive. And, it's ok to BE in mystery and just say "Hey God, help. I don't know crap." and told me these words, which I have heard before but this time fireworks went off in my brain: "Lean not on your own understanding." BOOM. There it is. <3